[00:00:00] HAPPY - NF
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[00:01:00] Lyrics by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
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[00:02:00] Composed by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
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[00:06:00] Dear God please
[00:10:00] 亲爱的上帝 拜托你
[00:10:00] Hear me out I know it\'s been a couple years
[00:15:00] 听我说完 我知道已经过去许多年
[00:15:00] Since I\'ve reached
[00:19:00] 自从我伸出手
[00:19:00] Out and said hello I bet you\'re wondering
[00:24:00] 主动打招呼以后 我打赌祢不禁好奇
[00:24:00] Why I keep
[00:28:00] 为什么我总是
[00:28:00] Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
[00:33:00] 对所有微不足道的小事耿耿于怀
[00:33:00] When I should be
[00:38:00] 而我本应该
[00:38:00] Living life and soaking up the memories
[00:42:00] 享受生活 沉浸于回忆之中
[00:42:00] I know I\'ve been selfish I have
[00:46:00] 我知道我一直都很自私 我不会
[00:46:00] No excuse to give you it\'s true
[00:51:00] 找借口搪塞祢 事实就是如此
[00:51:00] Hanging by a thread\'s how I live
[00:55:00] 我过着如履薄冰的生活
[00:55:00] I don\'t know why but I feel more comfortable
[01:00:00] 我不知道缘由 但我感觉惬意自在
[01:00:00] Living in my agony
[01:03:00] 沉浸在我的痛苦中
[01:03:00] Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don\'t
[01:09:00] 看着我的自尊心遭受重创 假装我不在乎
[01:09:00] Care what anyone else thinks
[01:12:00] 别人的想法
[01:12:00] When I know truthfully that that\'s the furthest thing from how I
[01:18:00] 其实我深知这与我真实的感觉相去甚远
[01:18:00] Feel but I\'m too proud to open up and ask you
[01:22:00] 然而我太过骄傲 没有勇气敞开心扉 请求你
[01:22:00] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I\'m trapped in
[01:27:00] 鼓励我振作起来 将我从这深渊里拯救出来
[01:27:00] The truth is I need help but I just can\'t imagine
[01:32:00] 真相就是我需要帮助 但我只是无法想象
[01:32:00] Who I\'d be if I was happy
[01:35:00] 倘若我过着快乐的生活 我会是什么样子
[01:35:00] Yeah been this way so long
[01:37:00] 像这样的状态已经过去好久
[01:37:00] It feels like something\'s off when I\'m not depressed
[01:39:00] 当我不在沮丧时 我感觉失魂落魄
[01:39:00] I got some issues that I won\'t address
[01:41:00] 我有一些不愿提及的难题
[01:41:00] I got some baggage I ain\'t open yet
[01:44:00] 我有一些还没有吐露的思想包袱
[01:44:00] I got some demons I should put to rest
[01:46:00] 我有一些应该摒弃的执念
[01:46:00] I got some traumas that I can\'t forget
[01:48:00] 我有一些无法忘怀的创伤
[01:48:00] I got some phone calls I\'ve been avoiding
[01:51:00] 有几个电话 我一直刻意回避
[01:51:00] Some family members I don\'t really connect with
[01:53:00] 有几位家人 我感觉疏远冷漠
[01:53:00] Some things I said I wish I would\'ve have not let slip
[01:55:00] 有一些我说过的话 多么希望我未曾宣之于口
[01:55:00] Some hurtful words that never should\'ve left my lips
[01:57:00] 有一些伤人的话语 我不该脱口而出
[01:57:00] Some bridges burned I\'m not ready to rebuild yet
[02:00:00] 我自断后路 而我还没有准备好重新开始
[02:00:00] Some insecurities I haven\'t dealt with yes
[02:02:00] 萦绕在心底的不安 我还没有纾解
[02:02:00] I\'ll be the first to admit that I\'m a lonely soul
[02:04:00] 我会勇敢承认我是个孤独的人
[02:04:00] And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
[02:06:00] 而我却不愿承认我需要别人牵着我的手
[02:06:00] Losing hope heading down a dangerous road
[02:09:00] 失去希望 沿着危险的道路前行
[02:09:00] Strange I know but I feel most at home when I\'m
[02:12:00] 尽管这很奇怪 但我知道我感觉到家的温暖 只要我
[02:12:00] Living in my agony
[02:15:00] 沉浸在我的痛苦中
[02:15:00] Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don\'t
[02:21:00] 看着我的自尊心遭受重创 假装我不在乎
[02:21:00] Care what anyone else thinks
[02:24:00] 别人的想法
[02:24:00] When I know truthfully that that\'s the furthest thing from how I
[02:31:00] 其实我深知这与我真实的感觉相去甚远
[02:31:00] Feel but I\'m too proud to open up and ask you
[02:35:00] 然而我太过骄傲 没有勇气敞开心扉 请求你
[02:35:00] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I\'m trapped in
[02:39:00] 让我振作起来 将我从这深渊里拯救出来
[02:39:00] The truth is I need help but I just can\'t imagine
[02:44:00] 真相就是我需要帮助 但我只是无法想象
[02:44:00] Who I\'d be if I was happy
[02:50:00] 倘若我过着快乐的生活 我会是什么样子
[02:50:00] Don\'t know what\'s around the bend
[02:54:00] 不知转折之处会发生什么
[02:54:00] Don\'t know what my future is
[02:59:00] 不知道我的未来是什么
[02:59:00] But I can\'t keep on living in
[03:07:00] 但我不能一直沉浸其中
[03:07:00] Living in my agony
[03:10:00] 沉浸在我的痛苦中
[03:10:00] Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don\'t
[03:16:00] 看着我的自尊心遭受重创 假装我不在乎
[03:16:00] Care what anyone else thinks
[03:18:00] 别人的想法
[03:18:00] When I know truthfully that that\'s the furthest thing from how I
[03:25:00] 其实我深知这与我真实的感觉相去甚远
[03:25:00] Feel but I\'m too proud to open up and ask you
[03:29:00] 然而我太过骄傲 没有勇气敞开心扉 请求你
[03:29:00] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I\'m trapped in
[03:34:00] 让我振作起来 将我从这深渊里拯救出来
[03:34:00] The truth is I need help but I just can\'t imagine
[03:39:00] 真相就是我需要帮助 但我只是无法想象
[03:39:00] Who I\'d be if I was happy
[03:50:00] 倘若我过着快乐的生活 我会是什么样子
[03:50:00] If I was happy
[03:59:00] 倘若我过着快乐的生活
[03:59:00] If I was happy
[04:04:00] 倘若我过着快乐的生活